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I joined trope bingo this year! you can find them @ [community profile] trope_bingo if you want to get a card. this is my first card of the year & I'm already pretty sure I know where I'm going with this, haha.

cut for space )
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missed a day! oh well, we'll just play catch up right now. =w=

Day 03
In your own space, set some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private.

I actually put a bunch on my listography, but I'll put them all here too!

goals! talk of weight loss a bit! )

Day 04
Comment to someone you haven't ever interacted with before or introduce yourself to someone you've interacted with and friend/follow them.

omg I just friended a BUNCH of new people from that really cool friending meme going around! which I think is a REALLY NEAT IDEA and I'm so glad it happened, I was hoping to make more friends to read/comment to this year!! so hello all my new friends! let's be buddies. ;w;
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Day 2
In your own space, share a book/song/movie/tv show/fanwork/etc that changed your life. Something that impacted on your consciousness in a way that left its mark on your soul.

uh the first Iron Man movie. tbh I am a gigantic tony stark stan & relate to him a lot/see a lot of his problems as similar to mine, save naturally the whole superhero building psuedomechas and being rich thing. his ptsd, his anxiety, his feeling out of place & not knowing who he can trust, the fact that I HC him as autistic like meeee, all sorts of things. and I vividly remember watching the first Iron Man movie, after a lifetime of comic book movies being considered bad & wastes of time, and thinking "this is gonna change everything".

and I mean, it did! it really did. not just throughout the media scene but in my life too; I actually dressed as Tony for my con wedding in June. :3 I'm going to get his arc reactor tattoo'd someday. I have his arc reactor as a cool toy I can stick to my chest for cosplay. I've cosplayed him twice already in two different forms. I've seen all the movies & read a good chunk of the comics. my house is 90% iron man.

he as a character is super important to me & it as a movie was super important to me!

(man I could've sworn I had a tony icon too, damn shame I can't get icons right now. sooooon.)
dadcastellanos: (sw: kylo unmasked 2)
I've decided to do the [community profile] snowflake_challenge! here's the first post, only a lil late =w=

Day 1
In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator.

mmm this one's a little difficult for me. I have a complicated relationship with my writing on whole tbh, and it's hard to choose what's okay & what's not as far as my writing goes because it's basically all failed to me if it doesn't get any comments. which sucks bc people don't comment on fix anymore! it's all about the kudos. but I don't get much kudos either, womp womp.

here are three fix of mine:
nameless - this one is actually the only fic that I constantly see getting rec'd. I have a lot of people who've told me that this was their first fic or their fave or something, which is really touching & sticks with me a long time. (I mean, it's not a LOT a lot, but it's more than I'm used to def!) it was fun to write, probs one of my faves overall, so it's nice that it at least got a lil notice in the fandom. it was a gift for someone, which most of my writing seems to be, snrk.
[ Star Wars: TFA, Explicit, Hux/Kylo Ren, Gentle Sex, Kissing, Rough Sex, Biting, Scratching, 2013 words, complete ]

recovery - probably one of the sweetest, saddest things I've ever written. it's kind of more of a study than anything else, a look at two people who have to pick up the pieces when there's not much left to hold, but it was really gorgeous to write and I've always loved it. I wish I'd given it more attention but I was under a time crunch and had really actually written two almost full ficlets for this person it's gifted for that just didn't work. I think it was during the accursed fucking big bang too. I think I even ended up posting one of the ficlets so they didn't go to waste, lmfao. it didn't get a lot of looks either, which, I expected since it's a lil bit niche, but I really do love this fic.
[ Star Wars, Teen & Up, Padmé Amidala/Obi-Wan Kenobi, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Domestic, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, 1892 words, complete ]

again and again and again - this fic is SO WEIRD. it was my first time writing skysolo I think? and it was just OUT OF NOWHERE perfectly flowed onto the page. it was fun and weird and quick & was actually pretty popular for one of my fics! I dug it then & I dig it now. I had a thought to write more & make it a series but idk if I can ever recapture this level of right time, right place again so. on it's own it stands.
[ Star Wars, Explicit, Luke Skywalker/Han Solo, Dirty Talk, Riding, Dark Luke, Power Bottom Luke, vaguely dubconish, Alternate Universe, 2500 words, complete ]

a bonus 4th one bc enter Force joke here:
ren, solo - fuck this fic. fuck this fic. this fic killed my writing last year. fuck it straight to hell. it's 40k stupid rockstar AU and I hate it. it controlled my life for a full month and no one read the damn thing because the tags look scarier than they actually are and it's 60 fucking years long and I'm pretty sure it's boring as fuck too. the fact it went up at the same time as over 100 other fics too didn't help. the one goddamn fully written longfic I ever post and it dies. I hate it. I hate this fic. I'm not even going to list the tags or anything because I just cannot be arsed to give this fic more than a flaming burial. don't read it, don't look at it, just point at it with me and boo.
I want to delete it but tbqh I don't want to remove it from the bang folders or let my partner's efforts go to waste so it just gets to languish uselessly on my stupid ao3 forevermore.
dadcastellanos: (ad: yellow profile)
hello!! I'm super stoked to be doing this exchange & I'm 100% confident that anything you write or draw me is going to be excellent, dear gifter. =w=

I am going to apologize real quick tho bc a lot of my requests were kind of samey; I didn't really understand the idea behind the way signups were setup, so I tried to cover most of my bases.

likes & dislikes, both for kink & not )

For fanwriters!:
kylo ren )

rey )

For fanartists!:
Honestly most of what I put up there for writers is going to be aces, because I tried to word most of it ambiguously enough to have room for art & writing, BUT if you're particularly stuck & would like to draw some smutty Kylux, this gift I got for the Kylux exchange is cool! The bruises in a collar around Ren's neck is the best thing ever & I would ADORE art for it. This is a NSFW fic tho, so be warned!

thank you so much!
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Title: meeting father
Author: [archiveofourown.org profile] dadcastellanos || [personal profile] dadcastellanos

Fandom: Star Wars: The Force Awakens
Rating: General
Archive Warnings: No warnings apply.
Relationship(s): Hux/Kylo Ren
Character(s): General Hux, Kylo Ren, Brendol Hux (mentioned)
Additional Tags: established relationship, minor character death mention.
Word Count: 2441

Summary: Hux takes Kylo Ren to meet his father.
Author's Notes: this was written for a very kind anon who sent me the prompt "meeting hux's parents". this immediately popped into my head upon reading it & I'm absolutely certain it wasn't what you meant. I'm so sorry, anon. I hope you like it anyways.

Read it at AO3.
Read it below. )
dadcastellanos: (sw: kylo unmasked)
Title: the long road back: chapter 1
Author: [archiveofourown.org profile] dadcastellanos || [personal profile] dadcastellanos

Fandom: Star Wars: The Force Awakens
Rating: Teen+ at present
Archive Warnings: No warnings apply.
Relationship(s): Hux/Kylo Ren
Character(s): General Hux, Kylo Ren, Leia Organa, Rey, Finn.
Additional Tags: what-if
Word Count: about 2k
Chapter: 2 of ?
Series: "bring him home."

Read it at AO3.
Read it below. )

--> First chapter || Next chapter
dadcastellanos: (sw: kylo & stormtroopers)
Title: the long road back: chapter 1
Author: [archiveofourown.org profile] dadcastellanos || [personal profile] dadcastellanos

Fandom: Star Wars: The Force Awakens
Rating: Teen+ at present
Archive Warnings: No warnings apply.
Relationship(s): Hux/Kylo Ren
Character(s): General Hux, Kylo Ren, Leia Organa, Rey.
Additional Tags: what-if
Word Count: about 2k
Chapter: 1 of ?
Series: "bring him home."

Summary: a "what if hux & ren surrender to the resistance and everyone has to learn how to deal".
Author's Notes: this'll be a multi-chapter story with pieces in the series that are outside the main story. it'll be updated as frequently as I can manage. jsyk, it is not & will not become a reylo fic

Read it at AO3.
Read it below. )

--> Next chapter.
dadcastellanos: (sw: kylo snow)
hello!! this is my first time writing one of these so excuse how ridiculous & all over the place it is, haha.

I tried to give you a wide array of things to choose from for each fandom & w general likes/dislikes; my ships usually tend to be one or two at most per fandom, which I know is frustrating, haha. I hope I gave you enough to work w! & tysm for your gift ahead of time!!

the fun stuff! )
dadcastellanos: (notebook&flowers)
I'm notoriously bad about remembering my reading. I have a "to read" pile that basically amounts to two full sized mes. I'm going to try & level that out a little this year, so:

* = borrowed (like from the library)
~ = bought
- the like scale, 1 - 5; (1 is "never again shall I read this trash" & 5 is "a pretty okay little book")
- the love scale, 1 - 5; (1 is "if this book were a person I'd smooch it" & 5 is "tattoo this book on my eyelids so I never stop reading it")

cut for length. )
dadcastellanos: (sw: bb & rey close)
the list of movies I've seen this year! the idea is to write down new (to me) movies I've seen this year so I remember it.
last year's (incomplete) list

* = seen in theatres
~ = seen at home
- the like scale, 1 - 5; (1 is "never again shall I see this trash" & 5 is "a pretty okay movie")
- the love scale, 1 - 5; (1 is "if this movie were a person I'd smooch it" & 5 is "tattoo this film on my eyelids so I never stop seeing it")

cut for length. )
dadcastellanos: (mcu: im wonder)
Title: lOve
Author: [archiveofourown.org profile] dadcastellanos || [personal profile] dadcastellanos

Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Teen+
Archive Warnings: No warnings apply.
Relationship(s): Tony Stark & Natasha Romanoff
Character(s): Tony Stark, Natasha Romanoff
Additional Tags: Banter, Platonic Relationships
Word Count: 976

Summary: “I love you,” she says, breaking the now hour long silence, and Tony just about splutters his coffee across the little table he’s sprawled today’s newest pointless project across. Instead, he swallows it with a loud gulp and sets it back down, clearing his throat.
Author's Notes: (written for Fandom Stocking 2015.)
For Annariel.
hello & happy holidays! you said you liked nat, tony & close friendships w banter, so I hope this delivers =w= they're truthfully one of my fave broships of all time, so I'm super stoked to share this w you! enjoy!

Read it at AO3.
Read it below. )
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this is basically taken straight from my bullet journal! I only just started the journal like a month ago, so it's not exactly a good list of everything new I've seen this year, sadly. But! next year will be better. =w=

the idea is to have it so I know what new movies I've seen this year, and by new I mean new to me.

* = seen in theatres
~ = seen at home
- the scale. 1 - 5, with 1 being "enh" and 5 being "tattoo this movie on my eyelids".

cut for length. )
dadcastellanos: (dcu: catwoman <3)
named such just because I.... am knitting it for my girlfriend, haha.

project: on ravelry || the actual post (scroll down for english)
-size 10 circular needles in almost every size, I shit you not. casted on on bamboo ones that are I want to say 12"? I'll have to look
-2 skeins Lion's Brand "Wool-Ease" super bulky in "granite" - I know it's supposed to be bulky, but when she picked her own yarn out she got the wrong size & I didn't think to check it before we left. tbh it's not a bad thing so far? it's knitting up pretty well, I'm just worried it's going to end up being kind of too hard to fold as a turtleneck? since it's the beginning of the sweater. we'll just have to see, haha.
-5 skeins Loops & Threads "Charisma" bulky in "forest"
started: Dec 5 2015
finished: not finished yet

I know, I know- acrylic yarn. it's cheaper this way & that's what she wanted, so.

I've actually made this project before! when I did my Zacharie cosplay (OFF) I ended up knitting it in like a week and was casting off & weaving ends as I walked into the con, haha. I offered to make her one a long time ago and am only just now getting to it, whoops. once finals are over I'm pretty sure I'll have it done pretty quickly, just gotta survive to then, haha.


Dec. 8th, 2015 02:27 pm
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this is a list of the fanfiction I've posted both here & elsewhere; will be updated as needed. each link goes to the post on this journal with the full breakdown of tags, warnings, characters & etc, each post both links to the AO3 entry & has the full story text.

organized by fandom & post date.
-> linked title - fandom designation if applicable, relationship, rating, word count; tags.

Marvel Cinematic Universe
-> lOve - tony stark & natasha romanoff, rated Teen+, 976 words; banter & platonic relationship.

Star Wars
-> gentle - SW: OT, luke skywalker/han solo, rated Mature, 754 words; emotional h/c & cuddles.
-> again and again and again - SW: OT, luke skywalker/han solo, rated Explicit, 2500 words; dirty talk, dark!luke, power bottom!luke, vaugely dubconish.
-> watch and learn - SW: TFA, hux/kylo ren & hux/phasma & hux/kylo ren/phasma, rated Explicit, 3069 words (harrr harrrr); PWP, blow jobs, face sitting, pegging, chair bondage, crying, begging, consensual kink, overwhelmed tears.
-> the long road back - SW: TFA, kylo ren/hux, rated Teen+, 4495 words, 2/? chapters; What-If
-> meeting father - SW: TFA, kylo ren/hux, rated General, 2441 words; established relationship, minor character death mention.
-> checking in - SW: TFA, kylo ren/hux, rated Mature, 1178 words; under-desk blowjobs & humor.
-> the alternative - SW: TFA, kylo ren/hux, rated Mature, 3539 words; suicidal thoughts.
last update: 02/15/2016


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